snotfacegoo

It's definitely December.

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 19:44:29 GMT

and nasty as shit out.

the mixture of rain/ice/snow hitting my bedroom window woke me up this morning.
that's probably the last thing i want to wake me up

especially today.

we're supposed to go bowling with a bunch of friends.
and of course, i have to live forever away from anyone i talk to/hang out with.

my cars buried underneath a sheet of ice.
mom's probably not going to let me out of the house today.

shiiitttttyyyy..

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 07:35:26 GMT

i pierced my septum.

mom hates it.

hahahaha.

and some lady at work today, asked why i ruined such a pretty face.

hahahahahaha.

cant wait to go to Thanksgiving at my Ammy's next week.

god, i wont hear the end of it.

Oh well, i dont care.

If i cared, i wouldn't have done it.

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 00:14:07 GMT

im pretty much moved into my new house, with Brit, and mary who will be here sometime this month. or next, i dont even know

my mom and i arent talking, because she thinks im stupid for moving out of my dads and into a house with my friends.

if i cant make it mom, i can always move back into dads, so shut the fuck up already.

she told me shes going to drive down here and take my car back to illinois, if im going to live on my own, im going to completely be on my own.

i told her i didnt want to talk to her anymore, while crying, and we havent spoke to eachother for almost a week now.

whatever.

im 18, starting college next month, and all of my friends live on their own, so do i.

if it comes down to it and i dont have the money, ill move back to dads, big deal.

but anyway, big 4th of july party here tomorrow night, and mason is coming to stay the night tonight and tomorrow night with me. yay!

Sun, 20 May 2007 16:52:56 GMT

so my graduation ceremony was last night.

the best part:
when Michael Rosales walked up to get his diploma, he grabbed the microphone from the Principle, and called her a bitch, then walked away smiling, but without his diploma.

best part.

Look what I can do!!

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 13:19:04 GMT

Omigod

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:55:41 GMT

Oh, and they just played Kelly's-"Shoes" on the fucking radio.

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:53:17 GMT

i called my sister last night, well, this morning, around 1.

i needed to talk to someone, because i told johnathan i didnt like him anymore, then realized later, that i did, and regretted telling him i didnt.

part of me doesnt want to like him anymore, but i still do. even if he keeps pulling the same shit on me over and over, i always end up liking him again, and i kinda hate it.

i cried alot to her last night.

i feel like she and i arent close anymore, and duh, we're not, we're like 500 miles away from eachother, but i feel like she doesnt need me, and i hate that. its a good thing that she doesnt, since im not living with her anymore, but i dont like the feeling of it. i cant wait to see her next month, and i think shes going to come back with me and stay here for a while.

Mary is pretty much my best friend here. We do everything together, all the time.

i wake up, i go to her house, and im with her until i go to bed. and this really sucks, because shes moving back home, an hour away, this summer. then moving 4 more hours away to go to a different college next semester.

and ill have no one again.

GAH! im back to where i started.

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 13:21:03 GMT

i'm going back home next month for my graduation ceremony.

yay.

part of me doesnt even WANT to go back.

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 14:50:35 GMT

Johnathan asked me to go to prom with him last night.

Of freaking course I will.

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 16:33:44 GMT

i was approved for a credit card.

i will have it within the next five days.

uhoh.

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 04:51:21 GMT

dylon & i broke up tonight.

but its okay.

we're still going to be cool.

the past few nights ive been going out to the lake here and chilling.

i went with Johnathon two nights ago, and last night with mary, not getting home until about 2am.

and right now, im at brittany's and her, mary and i are going out to the lake right now.

its wonderful.

pichoors.

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 05:42:45 GMT

My sister had a HUGE mardi gras party last weekend.. some of the pictures are from that.

the others are from friday.
Me, mary & brittany went to the city, and ate at olive garden. I had a strawberry mango smoothie thing. so we decided to make smoothies that night at brittany's.

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 13:47:59 GMT

dylon was sick yesterday, but i wanted to see him, so i still went over there anyway.

result::me laying here in bed curled up in a ball because my chest/stomach hurt so bad. oh and not to mention the terrible sore throat i have too.

ive mini puked twice since ive been laying here awake.

im supposed to work 10-7 today too. son of a bitch.

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 14:25:15 GMT

i really like my new boy.

i like that he wants to be with me all the time too.

makes me feel good.

i just need to keep reminding myself, "Morgan, you have a boy now, which means you can't go around kissing OTHER boys."

problem?
could be.

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 04:49:35 GMT

Saturday, my sister is having a HUGE mardi gras party.

Leih & Jolene were going to come down this weekend, but the weather is really nasty in Illinois I guess.

I say they come anyway.

I was trying to get Girl Erin & Guy Aaron to come too. I dont know, maybe Guy Aaron will end up coming, but I know Girl Erin can't, she has to work.

I would really love it if my friends came to see me though.

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 05:24:39 GMT

Today:

work, and starbucks with Johnathon.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 19:49:12 GMT

so, for the past two days, Johnathon has called me early in the morning because he either got kicked out of class, or was going in late.

I love that he chooses to call me, because im one of his only friends that doesn't go to school anymore and has a car.

So if he needs to leave, he knows ill come get him.

Even though im sleeping, or have to get ready for work.

I picked him up from the high school yesterday at like nine.

We came back here to my house and he sat in my room while i showered and then i got ready for work. He told me he was going to go back to school at 1030, so 1040 rolls around and i asked him if he was going back to school. He said yeah, so we left, then he wanted mcdonalds, so i went to mcdonalds for him, then he wanted to kiss me, cuz thats where we had our first kiss, but i didnt kiss him.

Then he wanted french fries from Spangles, so i went to spangles, then out to the high school, then he wanted a couple of cigarettes, so i gave him two, and then he wanted to go for a smoke ride, so i drove around so he could have a smoke, (oh, while we were at mcdonalds, he decided he was going to hold my bottle of water at my mouth so i couldnt stop drinking it, resulting in water going EVERYWHERE, including my lighter, which didnt work for a while.) So by the time i dropped him off at the high school it was 11:10, and i had to be at work at 1130. I still had to run back home and lock the doors, cuz i was planning on coming back home first. I clocked in at work, at exactly 1130.

Then he called last night, and after yoga i went and picked him up and we drove around for a while.

Then this morning he calls me at a little before 8 and i asked if he was going to school, and he said no, his ride wont be there until 9 and he cant stay home cuz his dad will be home, and will get mad at him. So i told him to come over here, and he goes "how am i supposed to do that?"....so fuck, i go pick him up. I told him this was my day off, so i was going back to bed. He gets in my room before me, and crawls under the covers and takes my spot. So i laid next to him, trying to go back to sleep, but he wouldnt let me. at 830, his friend texts him that he's on his way to pick him up for school.

i yelled at him for waking me up and making me go get him, when he could have stayed at home for a half hour.

Okay, i dont know what to think about him.

Does he really wanna hang out with me? Cuz he could have called a different friend this morning to come pick him up, school hadnt started yet. Or is he using me?

He wanted to mess around last night, but i refused, and im going to keep refusing, until he completely ends things with his ex.

This is bullshit.

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 02:32:27 GMT

i want to live in my own house/apartment
i want to have a new car
i want to have my sister live here with me
i want to drink coffee on a regular basis, like i used to
i want to sleep all day
and stay up all night
i want to have lots and lots of money
so that i can do whatever i want, whenever i want

i want to dance
i want to stop biting my nails constantly
i want to drive around in warm weather with the top down and my hair smacking my eyeballs
even though it hurts

i really want to feel good.

im somewhat happy

but i could be happier.

Photoshoot From Last Night:

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 22:24:41 GMT

wtf is wrong with me.

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 05:51:07 GMT

i just got home from his house.

nothing happened.

Pictures from Saturday night.

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 17:16:25 GMT

Believe it or not, I now hate this boy.

QuikTrip

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 05:17:18 GMT

I finally got a job today.

But too bad im an complete idiot, and wrote down my phone number wrong on the application.

Hah, good thing my dad works for the same company kind of and talked to them today, i guess they've been trying to get ahold of me for a couple of days now, hehehe.

i have orientation monday, the guy at the main office, where i had to call, asked if morning or afternoon would be convenient for me, and since im used to sleeping in until at least one, sometimes two, i decided afternoon would be the best choice.

I have to be in the city at one, do i know my way around wichita? fuck no.

thisll be fun.
hah.

this job will be nice though, starting pay is $7/hr, it has part time benefits, weekly pay, and its only a few blocks from my house.

and ill get a chance to meet alot of new people.

hmmm..

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 06:31:53 GMT

High of 53 tomorrow.

I'm actually thinking about leaving the house tomorrow.

maybe.

but i have nothing to do and nowhere to go as soon as i step foot out of the house.

thats the only thing keeping me from going outside.

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 06:24:00 GMT

i finally broke down and told my mom a bit ago, that i want to come home.
i dont want to go to school here.

i want to be at home with my friends and family.

i want to go to school with my friends and family.

so it wont be free, but i can get grants and loans or whatever.

I'll make it. Other people do. It may be tough, but I can do it.

I know i wont do well in a school where i dont want to be. It'll be a waste of my time.

Id rather do well in a school where i want to be, in a place where im with the people i love all the time.

Not that i dontlove my family here, but its not the same, im not close with them like i am eveyone in illinois.

this really sucks.

i AM going home.

eventually.

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 07:45:14 GMT

holy fuck.

its only been three days, going on four,and i already want to be at home.

or at least closer.

im not going tolast long here.

fuck.